It’s monday today… I’m the early bird, was already here at the office by 7:40AM while my time is 8AM. I had to catch the shuttle that leaves Eunos MRT at 7:30AM. 10SGD is not a funny amount, Its a big amount I can save if I can catch the shuttle that early. I had to call a cab and pay almost 10SGD if I will not be able to ride the shuttle going here at the office… Anyways, I still had to call a cab later when I go home, hayyy.. i don’t know how much that would cause me…

The real reason why I suddenly write this entry.. is because, I am so frustrated… In my years of admin life, now is the only time that I am not allowed to log in as root… Now is the only time that I have been having all the difficulties of logging in to servers as my common user account… I feel like a newbie, well technically a newbie here, but a newbie in the IT world.. I hate the feeling, that even on logging-in, I had to ask my teammates why I cannot log-in, then they’ll teach me a very simple thing.. I feel STUPID…. I hate this feeling… arrggggg… I wanna go home already, sleep… There are many things going on in here, 2 weeks being here hasn’t given me much information, not even half the things I need to know… I want to shout, I want to cry.. i want to just go home….