It’s monday today… I’m the early bird, was already here at the office by 7:40AM while my time is 8AM. I had to catch the shuttle that leaves Eunos MRT at 7:30AM. 10SGD is not a funny amount, Its a big amount I can save if I can catch the shuttle that early. I had to call a cab and pay almost 10SGD if I will not be able to ride the shuttle going here at the office… Anyways, I still had to call a cab later when I go home, hayyy.. i don’t know how much that would cause me…

The real reason why I suddenly write this entry.. is because, I am so frustrated… In my years of admin life, now is the only time that I am not allowed to log in as root… Now is the only time that I have been having all the difficulties of logging in to servers as my common user account… I feel like a newbie, well technically a newbie here, but a newbie in the IT world.. I hate the feeling, that even on logging-in, I had to ask my teammates why I cannot log-in, then they’ll teach me a very simple thing.. I feel STUPID…. I hate this feeling… arrggggg… I wanna go home already, sleep… There are many things going on in here, 2 weeks being here hasn’t given me much information, not even half the things I need to know… I want to shout, I want to cry.. i want to just go home….

Yep.. am here in Singapore… Arrived here last Saturday.. its my 5th day here… In that 5 days, I spent 4 days in the mall or somewhere new to me.. Satursday – Tampines Mall and East Coast, Sunday – Suntec Malls and Plaza Singapura, Monday – Raffles Place then City Hall, Tuesday – rest and today – Orchard and Vivo City.. I think I can even visit the whole Sigapore in a week… good thing I still had to go to work hehehe….

Finding a place to stay in Singapore for me and papa Penoy is not an easy task… HDB/condo flats are not as affordable for newbies in Singapore. Room for rent is either sold out like hot cakes or either at the other end of Singapore father to my work place. A very good friend helped me find a room for rent almost 30-45 minutes far from the work place. Not bad… we almost got to close the deal BUT… a BUT….

I’m counting the days….

in 3 weeks its “Hello Singapura!!” I rendered my resignation last July 11 and my last day at the office will probably be August 6. wohooo… August 5, I had to do many work related and resignations tasks… oh my… my examination is getting to be out of reach… I already bought a voucher but haven’t scheduled the exam yet… i have stopped reviewing because of many other things that I had to finish before I leave… oh dear… I had to be faster on working on things…

HECTIC ang schedule ko ngaun… Never in my life did i experience a week as busy as this.. A day like today… I’m not sad, in fact I’m so happy and anxious for the days to come… Cause I finally see the light hahaha…

CONGRATULATIONS PACMAN!!! Galing mo! pero in fairness, Diaz has the heart of trying to stand kahit wasak ang mukha nya…. Galing ng laban!!! sulit naman ang bayad sa pay-per-view. Daming tao d2 sa bahay namin, ang ingay, they all enjoyed the fight… Syempre pinakahappy si Tatay, d makanda-ugaga sa pag-intindi ng mga bisita nya. Kaya naman happy ako, kahit paano nakalimutan ni tatay ang mga isipin nya sa buhay….

Bf is still trying to adjustin India, food is the biggest factor of his adjustment. Wala daw beef kaya chicken burger lng s mcdo, puro chicken ang karne at puro maanghang ang pagkain kaya ayun puro itlog ang ulam nila at maggi na sabaw.. Nalulungkot ako kapag naiisip ko na ganun lng food nya, dito ang daming choices ng kakainin, sya puro itlog lng… Pano kaya sya makakapagtraining ng maayos kung un lng kinakain nya? Hay, may magagawa ba ako? Mag-pray palagi, un na lng.. Namamayat na daw sya, lumiliit na ang tyan nya hehehe… Sabi ko n lng sa kanya, bawe n lng sya pagbalik nya ng Singapore at magbakasyon agad sya d2 s Pinas kahit ilang araw lng para makapagbawe sa pagkain…. Hay sasabayan n lng kita ng diet papa, hehehe…

Ang pera ngaun parang kinakain ni pacman, ang bilis mawala sa kamay.. Ganun-ganun lng nauubos. Hayyyyyyy at isa pang hayyyyyy…. I know things will be different, things will be OK… malalampasan din naman namin ang lahat ng pagsubok ngaun, sanay na sanay naman kami sa ganitong problema pero we still survive, d nga halata na may problema kami eh hehehe.. Biruin mo ba naman sunod sunod ang pagkuha kina Tatay at Mama ko na maging Ninong at Ninang sa kasal… Di naman cguro kase mayaman kami kaya palagi nila nikukuha sina mama, kundi sa tingin ko e alam nilang mababait ang magulang ko. Un nga lng, d naman pde n d man lng sila magbibigay ng panregalo na usually eh cash hehehe… Hayyy buhay, babawe ako sa inyo kapag ako naman ang ikinasal 😛

i miss you so much!!!!

its been more than a week now, i think im getting used that you’re not around, or maybe i just have to be used to it… napuyat sa kakaintay sa txt mo na nakarating ka na sa india for your training… kinilig naman ako nang sabihin mong lalo mo ko namiss hehehe…. don’t worry dear… someday soon magkakasama ulit tayo… i’ m trying to do my best, been reviewing, as in… parang back to school ako, hirap mag-adjust, ilang taon ba namang nabakante ang utak sa sauluhan.. but i know it will be all worth it… its for us…

speaking of being far away, i had my passport renewed, i just got the new one last tuesday. Sa DFA manila ako mismo nagpunta, mabilis naman ang system, tyaga lng sa pila but i think pde na rin… I first got an appointment through the DFA web site. If you’ll have an appointment, you can skip the records confirmation pala which was step 1 in the basketball court. NOTE: Don’t go for fixers na madadaanan dun sa unahan before makapasok ng main gate ng DFA. Naka-ID pa sila at tatanungin ka “San kayo Ma’m?”, “May form ka na?” at ituturo ka sa maling direction, dun sa office nilang mga fixer ang direcho mo… Kung d maingat at kung sa kanila ka magtatanong, naku baka mag-give in ka at instead na mapabilis at mura lng ang bayad mo, you’ll end at more expensive passport. Form is downloadable from their site na. So i went on the day of my appointment, directly at gate 2. Then starts my way to long queus but its ok, mabilis naman ang pag usad. The steps are there at the DFA site itself, so d na kayo malilito, mas ok kung magdala na ng passport size pix, pls take note na may defined passport photo ang DFA, so make sure you follow them and their ready para mas mabilis. Dito ko lng ata na-very good ang government natin, nakakita din ako ng medyo mabilis n transaction. Nung kinuha ko nga ung passport ko mas matgaal pa ang byahe ko kesa sa pagkuha. Thumbs up!

Tsk.. lakas ng bagyo ah… halos bumaha pati d2 sa loob ng bahay namin.. ang aga namin nagising kanina kac pumapasok na ung tubig sa loob ng kusina namin… magaling n lng tumigil na about 10am. nagka-ilaw naman ngaun b4 6pm kaya nakapag-post pa… Kawawa ung barko from Romblon, halos 700 passengers ang hinahanap pa.. hopefully mahanap na sila at umalis na ng bansa yang Frank na yan… FRANKly, you’re not welcome here…

Hay bangon Pinas, bangon!!! Hopefully rin magawa ko na dapat ko asikasuhin bukas… abala talaga yang bagyo na yan.. Pasalamat pa rin kami kay Lord na ganun lng nangyari kac sa ibang lugar may namatay pa.. Peace be to their souls… May they rest in peace…

Buhay nga naman… tulad ko ngaun, sa isang decision ang dami ko d na foresee o d narealize na d ko pala kaya, tulad ng mawalay sa mahal ko… tsk.. wala namang turn back time… kaya eto… sising makaw… pero wala na ako magagawa e… kundi ang gumawa ng paraan para makahabol sa lalong madaling panahon…

I’m single again…. nah… single as in alone but still very much committed to my drummer boy… its just that toper is already in singapore and i’m back to my old “not committed” days.. no one to fetch me, noone to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner with, noone to go to the moviews with, noone to buy dvds and watch them, noone to go to the massage parlor with; and noone to ask for a kiss and a hug for a tiring and depressing day… I miss you so much papa….